Humiliation, suffering and tragedy were her daily bread
It started from asking for a pregnancy kit, she was relieved to see that it came out negative. But the next morning was nothing short of a barbaric nightmare to her which pulled her into the deep hole of guilt and shame. When two consecutive tests came out to be positive, she still had a feeling that it could be wrong, so her friends made her do it again to check if it again turns out to be positive, but all the odds were up against her. Her soul had begun to face the wrath of her fate. Her next destination was the medical expert, the process was itself humiliating and it was proved that she was 2 months pregnant, her world in itself was devastated, more of her soul was buried somewhere down an abyss when the person whom she had trusted the most denied to support her through this and even denied the fact that it was his “mistake” too. She had nothing left. Life was mocking at her and all she was left with was the humiliation she suffered at the hands of the person she had loved and trusted so much. Then came the DNA tests, she left the hospital the moment doctor came out of that room and doubted her. Her mind was engulfed with only the thoughts of that person who was the sole reason that she was in this state. She not only had to deal with her devastating emotions and shameful self but also the choices of her past which led her to this stage of life where she had nobody to look up to. “Nothing would go wrong after this” and he just made it a reality by giving her the biggest scar of her life which would haunt her till her last breath and make her the “princess with a broken tiara”. The world still seems to be humiliating her. Yes , she is done with her abortion, but what she is left with are qfew sour memories, because she lost her soul and world. Nobody can feel what she does. Nobody can stand at that position where she is right now. She can’t breathe, she is suffocated with the thoughts she never dreamt of ever havingn in her life. Guilt , regret and blame are the things she deals with every night. This world is supposed to be a show of drama and tragedy but we always have some hope with us till our last breath the way every night is followed with some bright hope and sunshine in the morning, so yes, this is the only reason one lives and tries to stand up and rebuild their broken castle’s. This pretty princess with her broken tiara would surely one day stand up to build a new pretty tiara of her own conditions which would surely have the strength to break the barrier’s of this world. ——————– About the Author: This article is contributed by Devika Sharma, our intern.